June 8, 2018

     Made it to Waltham on Monday to have my chest x-ray. Chose Vanilla and berry drink this time It took me an close to an hour to drink them both. UGH! I did crosswords with my friend Valerie. If I can't answer the question I have to take a big chug. X-ray completed and now to worry about the results

My sister, Becky came down from up north on Wednesdays to drive me to Boston on the following day. We have a schedule and list of people who have offered to help get me to Boston for my treatments. It was her turn. My appointment was for 11:00 a.m. We left at 8:30. Glad we did . There was an accident and it took us two hours to get to Mass. General.

     Labs completed....came back okay. Dr Sullivan next. I was brought back to one of the examining rooms where I waited with sweaty palms and nervous stomach. HERE HE COMES!!! Why does he look so serious????
The test came back in our favor. The two tumors have shrunk in size. Not much but have shrunk.. Wait a minute! Two tumors? I forgot about the kidney size bean tumor on the outer lining of my stomach. I HATE MELANOMA!!! I fought back my tears and tried to pulled it together. Adrenal gland has shut down totally.  What do we do now??? The doctor blames my two septic shocks on the pills that I were taking daily and has decided to just do the infusions every two weeks. 

We had to wait until 3:30 for my infusion. Never left Boston until 5:30. This infusion makes me feel tired and yucky for a couple of days. Will see an adrenal specialist at the end of the month .
I am hanging in there but this certainly been a tough couple of months. Keep remembering how blessed I am to have my family and friends who have supported me. Couldn't get through this without you! xxoo